Ashley Ann

well im single now. bubba broke up with me on new years. he said he thought we need time apart cause we werent as close as we used to be. he said he wonts us to get back as close as we were then we  could see how things will work. it hurt so bad but i guess i jus got to change my shirt and move on. its really hard cause he was like the best thing that had happened to me in a very long tome. after wards we went to a party together and he acted like i didnt exist so i got drunk off my ass and bout got in a fight with sum girl that kept starin at me.

yest. on 12-3-06 my best friend kerri had a car wreck. it wasn't very funny at first but now we jus laugh bout it. it wasn't that bad but it could of been worse. she has to have a whole front end now. luckly for her it wasn't totaled. About 3 weeks before that her cuz jarold had  a wreck and hit a tree, it was pretty bad. then over the past summer i had wrecked my car and hit a tree bout ten feet up in the air. it was pretty bad to. but it's all good we'er all still livin so wat ever.

hey wats up?ot a lot here just sittin in geo class. ne ways after work sat. I got home bout 9 or so and bubba had called and ask to to cum up. so of course i did. i had to lie to my friends parents though. it was crazy cause after i had left bubba's i went to my parents house and while i was on my way through gurley i had passed kerri's parents, oh if ur wonderin kerri is the friend that i live with. ne ways so i hasd to take a detoure jus so i wouldn't get caught. normally if they let me go out then they wont me home by at least 11 well i was goin through gurley at like 2 that mornin. i was jus gonna stay the night with him cause kerri's parents thought i was stayin the night with my parents. the cool thing is i had called my mom and she said she would cover for me if they called. is she freakin awsome or wat? really i never even mad to my parents house cause i met up with my brother and we went to a party that was goin on. i was gonna drink but for some odd reason i didn't. oh and later on that say i seen one of my old friends that i hadn't seen in like 4 yrs. her name is hannah nunnley. she lives up in tennessee. they had came down for thanksgiving. i was really excited bout seein her. we talked for like 3 straight hrs. i think i try and go visit her sum time. used to if u had ever seen me then u seen her or if u seen her u seen me. she said they were thinkin bout movin back down here, i hope like hell they do. i would really like that. well i g2g cause i gonna try and c if i can't find the tattoo that i'm gonna get.

Today is Nov. 16, 2006. I'm suposed to work, but i took off so i could be with Bubba. We're gonna go to the basketball game tonight. We may go somewhere else afterwards. He's finally straighting up. Which of course is a good thing. I really didn't wont to break up w/him. N/E ways i can't wait until skool gets out today. I've got to lift weights, which sucks, but I guess im just ready for me and bubba to spend sum time together. right now i'm in 4th block, it's history and we r wathching a documentary of polio. It's so boring, it makes me wonna hurt my self. Naw j/k nothin could be bad enough to make me wonna hurt my self. well i gotta go my teacher just got back from his workshop.

Guess wat I talked to Bubba last night and things r good 4 now. we're susposed to go to the mont. gentry, the reckers,and lil' big town concert tonight. I'm really excited bout the concert. Believe it or not I've never actually been to a concert. I've been to the big spring jam and stuff like that but never a concert. We got floor seats so mabe it a be pretty cool. i ain't sure if i'll like it or not but who knows. I'll juss be happy that me and bubba are finally gonna go do something to gether 4 a change. then frinday i hope he cums up to the house if he ain't workin. well i hate to run like this but i gotta go. i'm about to go to the dairy dar and eat lunch. oh wait i'm goin hunting mon. its openin day and i can hardly wait. i went and bought a blind so i think i'm gonna go set it up this weekend sometime. i hope i kill atleast a 4 pt. but i'd like a bigger one. i'm gonna get up right at daylight and go i prolly wont cum off the mtn. till dark. i'm really excited.

Today has been pretty great so far. I past my Bio. Test and I got caught skippin my Geo. class. I got out of it though so it's all good. Well that part of my day has been good. I found out to day that my B/F has been talkin to this other chick and he was tellin her that he wont's to F***. What kinda crap is that? He ain't at skool today so i'm prolly gonna go to his house some time later and ask em' bout it. He'll prolly try to lie, but it's gonna be kinda hard when the girl he was talkin to recorded it. so I'll prolly be single this afternoon, which really sucks. You know I don't understand why guy's are the way they are. The bad thing is, things were just peachy f***in king b/t us. well I reckin I juss got to try and get over it and move on. cause honestly if he's gonna go and do that then I can do so much better. I ain't gonna just sit around and let him try and cheat on me. I'm sry but that is some straight up b/s. well g2g. c-ye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are startin softball. It's gooin good right now. I can't wait till the games start. We have been liftin weights and every thang which kindly sucks but i'll live. I pulled somethin in my back so I can't do alot which sucks cause i can't do anything. can't wait to get better. then i'll be able to get back in the groove. well g2g c-ye.

ME AND YOU

Tonight's the night
for me and you,
The night to prove
we were meant to be.
You mean the world to me,
and so much more,
I would give my life for you,
the one I adore.
You're the one I think of,
when I'm happy or sad,
You're the one i think of,
and am very glad to have.
Your touch is so gentle,
your smile is so sweet,
Everytime I'm with you,
my heart skips a beat.
Together, Forever,
I know it's meant to be,
for you to only be with me.
When we hold hands,
my heart fills with joy,
Just to hear you tell me,
I'll always be your girl.
When we hold each other close,
the world seems to move fast,
And it seems like forever,
though much time has past.
When we hug each other,
and i look into your eyes,
Your sweet adorable smile,
catches me by surprise.
Your kisses are so sweet,
when our lips begin to meet.
To hear you say, I Love You,
means so much to me,
And I hope and pray that you,
will always be with me.

This is the poem I wrote for Robert after we started talkin back in 05. The day I met him I knew he was the one. Every one tells me I stupid but to me he is like a dream cum true. We have our ups and downs but that can never change the way I feel about him.

Today is hallowen and i have to work. that sucks ass. i was gonna go hang with bubba or go rollin. i even went and bought 48 roles of TP. Right now im sittin in class for a change waitin on Bubba to get back from Tech. well i'v gotta go my softball coach wonts me to go get something from the store across the street so c-ye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday someone got a rumor started that me and Flip have somethin. goin on. Is that some crazy shit or wat. We used to have a thing but that was like 3 years ago. N/E ways today is boring as hell and I can't wait untill the end of next year cause I graduate. I'm actually ready for collage. Well kinda but not really cause Im really gonna miss my baby. But I reckin I just have to get over that.

       Hey, What's up? I haven' t been on in a while, but things are really starting to go great for me. I got a new job in the mall. I work in the Toy store. It's pretty good I guess. All the lil' kids get on my nerves but other than that it's all good. Oh! I brought my Bio. grade up to a 72.  That's a plus. Me and Bubba finally settled all of our lil' conflicts now. He is like a dream come true. I ain't to sure what I'd do if I ever lost him. N/E ways enough about him. I've gotta run so c-ya.

It's 9:44a.m. and today already sucks ass.  I skipped 1st block it was actually pretty freakin nice.  Oh. I also fpund out my grade in Bio. it 's a 62. my parents are gonna shit. I also have a 66 in History.  Honestly I don't care bout history and I sleep in there that's why i'm failing. O well I reckin it'll be alright, until my parents trip balls on me. Yest. me and Bubba got into it. It wasn't very pretty cause I almost Dumped is ass. I couldn't do it though, cause I care about him alot.  N/E ways I gotta go take a test, well more like 3 of them. so I g2g.

Today at school it has been pretty boring. It's only 10:02 and I have untill 3:00. I can't wait untill 11:15 cause that's when my sweetheart get's back from tech. This afternoon I have a job interview, I hope like hell it goes well. Right now I'm in an online class, it sucks balls. I thank it is the hardest class I've ever had to take. Some time this week we get report cards. That really sucks cause I thank I'm failing my Biology class. To be honest I kind of don't give a rip. Well here comes this ass of a teacher so I gotta go.